im cracking open

its time,

i dont have the time

to sit and act like i have it all together

that i dont miss

that i dont love

and love hard

fuck

its a true act of self confinement

an act of constriction

an act that burns every sliver of life that is actually willing to form and become

how could i sell myself shorter than those of which i broke up with

those of which invirgorate my sole

sole knowing that i am fire

i am change

i am conceptualized pain

forget the creases

smell the glory

become in the juices of her pppink flow

HELIA SOUL | June 3rd, 2025 | 8:41 PM | East Baltimore