SHE is the BLOOD: im constricting
i feel myself constricting
yet not
a moment that i have been in before
i have been in this place of feeling like my energy was fit to burst out of the seems of my mind
my thought
my skin
my skull
my feet
MY HEART
oh i know this place too well
ive been here too many times
the environment
the space
when it isn’t conducive to where i am going
i
feel
like
im
constricting
a good place to be
when you are looking to learn the lesson one last time
a good place to be to wring out the last bit if juice there is
a good place to be when you need a place to hold you for a minute so you can collect the last bit of shit that you left here when you were here before
a good place
but
not the last place
not a place to stay
not a place to land
not a place to sit and take up space
not a place to get content with yet again
you never meant to get content anyway
you just couldnt help yourself
thats okay
you can help yourself now
you know now
you know better than what once was
let this be your medicine
let this be the moment of truth that you have with yourself
your come the jesus
your walk with God
you walk with faith in your left and grace in your right
youve met both before
allow space for the everlasting truth of life to flow into your breath
and let you swallow your pride one more time
but really everytime
it is always worth it
because to stay held in this space
is to hold yourself in a place knowing that your mind created the facade of the illusion you wish to believe
youll make others believe
you know you
remember to harness your power
dont make it combust and spill into the lives of the ones that have set forth on their path
their minds way
their delusion
their illusion
maybe there is a bit of space to meet them
when you are constricting
it gives them a chance to free themselves
as you take the chance to free yourself
from the lying of mental distortions created to supplement
supplement
break it
crack it
spread alittle love
and trash it
don’t manipulate it
you arent meant to force it
just go against the grain just enough so they can feel the rift in their kingdom
so they can see the difference between everlasting liberation and
HELIA SOUL | December 20th, 2024
