This BLOOD is Cold: they don’t talk about what it’s like to love someone who loses their chance

the pain that comes when you can see their essence, so pure in the ethers waiting and wanting to fully embody their vessel. when it pokes through in the most precious of times to come out and say hello, to love you back after all the days that they hid behind the mask of their shadows. and yes, how that alone changes you. yes, how your entire template of love is changed because you are loving a vessel that doesn’t have the capacity, the fully coded capacity to embrace all that their soul wants to feel. at least while you are there. the moment that you are in their world, and they in yours to share eternal love. deep rich potent love, that can only be felt in spirit.

not just the romantic space though. in all of the loves that we meet. how damn important it is to tell and show people how much you really truly see them. for all they are trying to be. for all they are experiencing. for all they are, and no matter how they receive, may that chance you took be a reminder to them that they are here with purpose, with real true gifts to share with the world. by the way that they walk.

HELIA SOUL | January 6th, 2025